Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Tania's Dedication

where should i begin. for one thing i know her birthday was over at nine, but since she lived over here first i am taking the original time to consideration. now of course i would've just let any old birthday happen but i find this one particularly special. so i think this would be a good time to dedicate something for her since she is turning eighteen.

now where was i, okay lets start with who she is. well shes this girl.....

 <------ Tania Tran

well this was a year after i met her. people say she looks way different now, but i have known her for nine almost ten years now. its safe to say she will always be the same girl to me no matter how much change goes through in her life. now how we got to where we are today was pretty interesting. it was just a hello and extreme small conversation for our first two years. i say we kept it pretty cool and then up until seventh grade... yea that's right i fell for this girl. and my reason for it. i guess i wasn't really sure. even when i was a little kid i relied heavily on others and i had a knack for wanting to learn everything about other people and i always found the quietest people to be the most interesting. and so i started talking to her. only to soon find out she was different. every quiet girl has like a secret talent that's a given, but there was more to Tania again being so young and to be honest even now you don't really know what "liking" someone is. i just knew i did. the year went on and of course unlike some people i told her at some point in time, there was no point in hiding it anyways. i told her she was the second crush in my life, when you remember you only had two being one of them should've been special i think. being someone who helps other people with their problems, she has always been the only person i told all my problems to. no one else. i after only a handful of weeks, without a doubt i trusted this girl like no other other person before. she had a charm to her. or maybe it was the fact that i always told her something and she would forget. either way she always listens. i think that counts. at that point or at least near the end of seventh grade year. without her knowing i was madly in like with her. as eighth grade rolled in i knew that you know what i couldn't keep doing this, its so weird. when you realize man i don't belong with this girl. i let her go. we were happily "married" at that point and i made up some fake girl or girls i say just to distance myself while still talking to her more than any boy should have. and that was that she moved away before i got the chance to say good bye to her in person. up til today honestly i have no feelings for her what so ever, although i did say if she ever decided to give me a chance i am all for it, cause i am a boss like that. only cool people in movies could have lines like that, oh yea! and for the people who say "you should go out with her" "is she your girlfriend" "you guys should get married someday" "you guys look so cute together" and anything related to that, because i get so much of it. i say "i guess, no she isn't, already happily doing so, and anyone standing with me will look like that, but thank you i suppose". she still plays an extremely big roll in my life though. like really big. have you seen the sun lately? yea bigger than that. throughout high school and actually ever since seventh grade, she has always been my shoulder to lean on. the way i act towards her is something no one has ever seen before. she has always listened and given me advice when i needed it. and for someone who has always done just that for everyone else. its really i could have asked for. we talked about a range of things from 8th grade all the way up to the end of high school and even until now actually. i have a grown a huge connection with Tania. i have never been into best friends, id be one depressed kid if i didn't have someone to talk to like i have have with her. and so there she goes, gained the label of being my first and only "Best Friend" and i don't think i have regretted anything  in that decision. and i am one of hers too, so its not too shabby. now you are probably wondering why am even telling you this stuff. well Tania today...

... is still doing all the things she has done for me in the past, and of course like every friendship it has its ups and downs, but i see ours as a beautiful skyscraper. the elevator goes up and down but when you're at the top, its one hell of a view. so even though i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! and congratulations on being eighteen. this blog post isn't really about that, its more like a huge thank you for every thing you have offered in your ability to do so for me. from every "hey Tania, i made a new friend today" and "can you help me with something?" you have never hesitated to listen and congratulate me  or at least attempt to help. so thank you thank you thank you! if i have every made you happy about yourself or about anything you do, trust me dude the top of view of the skyscraper has already been seen and the sight is pretty gnarly. i don't expect much in life, but you deliver more than i would have ever wanted so again. thank you so very much. now even today according to my book...

it says you're a popular person and although you deny it. you and i both know its true, but i just want you to know no matter how much more new friends you make try not to forget this old fellow. you have always been there for me and dude you know i have always been there for you. not as long as Annie,  but still. always been there for you. actually we both are there for you. and if you need me you know where to find me. the same thing goes for your looks. change all you want. i am always just going to say "you're not ugly" and "you look like a girl", but without a doubt you'll always be the same Tania and buddy i have known and love all these years. its never ever going to change. so again thank you for everything and i love you oodles. i am done talking now, now can i get a fist bump? fist bump*

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